O.C.S

Webbtheman10: Yo
Diceloveme: Whats good my dude?
Webbtheman10: I can't F*** with you B
Diceloveme: what u mean B?
Webbtheman10: You Don't mess with N******s

Now this is a typical conversation between my dude and myself on pretty much a weekly basis. Reading that its actually quite funny because I already know what to expect when he hits me up mid week around 6pm. I've come to the conclusion that I'm extremely anti social. Most might think J.O anti social? Impossible. However its true the only time I really speak a lot is when I'm wavy(Intoxicated, Drunk or nice) and even then when I'm speaking it makes little to no sense but extremely entertaining might I add. Most of the time I'm secluded in my room with laptop TV and blackberry not to the mention I live at the end of the earth does little to seek the company of others. When I was about 11 or 12 my mothers Cousin Teddy (R.I.P) Said I had something called O.C.S in my mind I'm thinking what the bleep is that only to realize he meant Only Child Syndrome. Symptoms of OCS Can be Shutting out the world, Spending excessive time alone. Clearly I have OCS its not so much that I don't enjoy the company of others , however I'm easily annoyed and Similar to a little kid on Christmas with a new toy amused and enthused for a while then not wanting it anymore. This OCS has severely ruined many friendships and past relationships, I might not speak to someone for weeks at a time and be fine with that while the person receiving that treatment might not feel the same way about that. Sometimes I wonder if there is a way to over come this however I really doubt its possible, what you think?.....